This brought tears to my eyes, friend. That relationship brings peace beyond all understanding. I'm praying you continue to encounter Him in the most beautiful of ways. Can't wait to hear more about your growing relationship! So so so glad to hear you're doing well.
Praise God! Matt this is so awesome! I have prayed for Yes Theory members for a while now because the concept of seeking discomfort is closer to the revelation of Jesus and God than we realize.
I believe you experienced something similar to the Prophet Elijah in the Old Testament.
“And he said, “Go out and stand on the mount before the Lord.” And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore the mountains and broke in pieces the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind. And after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. And after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire the sound of a low whisper. And when Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. And behold, there came a voice to him and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?””
1 Kings 19:11-13 ESV
Jesus in fact came not to develop religion but actually to destroy it to some degree. He came to tear the veil that separated us from Him. This veil is sin but because Jesus died in our place, the veil has been ripped apart.
We were created to be with God and our selfish desires separated us much like a husband stuck in infidelity being separated from his wife.
I am so happy for you, Matt! God can handle our yelling and our frustration. he rather us yell at him than to completely ignore him.
you are loved and have intrinsic value that God has placed upon your life. You are awesome, Matt. Love you brother!
This is just the beginning.
“looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.”
Not all us believe in Jesus or his ‘teachings’ and that’s totally fine. We should all come together and focus on what we have in common. Discovering ‘us’, ‘me’
It’s amazing how God meets us when we least expect it. “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.” Revelation 3:20
This spoke directly to my heart. I’ve been going through the darkest phase of my life, and i’ve been so closed off from God—this coming from a Christian who genuinely loves God in the deepest parts of her heart. I just haven’t been able to reckon my experience with anything good, and its been killing me. But I know there is a [good] God who loves me, still. Just as you heard Him whisper to you. And thats what keeps me holding on.
What you're describing is actually biblical. I believe its somewhere in 1 Kings 19. Love this so much, & you!! I really recommend Delafaye Testimonies on youtube -- you won't expect the kind of people who God have called, as He has with you. Gangsters, call girls, etc. who have never before felt led to go to God, until a moment like yours when they were called. The world will not be friendly because its the world who has always turned away from Him, people will try to discourage you. But you know what you heard, and I hope He will reveal more to you as He has with me!
Incredible sharing Matt. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. - Psalms 34:18" A voice from God changes life forever, I pray that you'll build this relationship more and more with Him; and that you'll fully understand His love for you, a love that is unconditional, not by our might but simply by His grace. Stay hungry, He will move in your life. So proud of you.
I've struggled my whole life to be in tune with my body - I usually feel like it's miles ahead of me in knowing things I don't, yet I haven't learned to read it yet. It's fascinating to see your process and would love to hear more about your practice of continuously learning to communicate with yourself, including the spiritual aspect!
Thanks for sharing, Matt. I have felt deeply moved by this story ever since you shared it on a podcast a couple years ago. Such a beautiful testimony. Thank you for sharing it, for writing & for being open to the transitions God has for you. It’s hard. I am so proud of you and will be praying for you 🫶🏼
Matt, that was beautiful. Your writing and your experience.
I don’t preach, but I am a believer in God and His cover over my life.
I have experienced things that only God could do. And for some reason I forget all the amazing things He has done on a daily basis. I’m human. But He still shows up and reminds me too, “I still love you.”
Please read the story of Elijah in Bible. If you haven’t read it, you will see that you and Elijah have something in common.
Thank you, Matt, for this transparent, vulnerable, wonderful sharing of your experience.
Hi Matt! God works in mysterious ways, sometimes something we might view as obstacles might be God’s way of preparing us for what he has in store for us. There was a time I was very impatient, and I couldn’t understand why the things and the projects I was working was not working out but then a few incidents occurred which forced my to change my outlook on the things I was working towards. And as I was doing so I came to realize that maybe the period of my I was in, how it came to be and that just maybe this was God way of telling me to that things he has prepared for me might require a different approach. There is a scripture in the Bible you should read 'Matthew 6, 1-14, and 25-33'.
Also, don't be so hard on yourself. Good and Godly things takes time. You are doing great. The person you are becoming might require some shredding of your old self. Changing at the core is always an uncomfortable journey but is also a journey that might require an internal change, change in our hearts or attitude . Just remember you are going to be okey. Things might not make sense now but they will, maybe not right away but in time. Hope you are well, and that you have a great week.
Not only was I so encouraged by reading this Matt, but I’ve loved looking through all the comments at all the Christian friends who are commenting on here that have been praying like me for “yes theory” friends.
Not sure what your journey is looking like, but please know that it’s the best one you can pursue. You’ll have ups and downs just like everything else in life, but like you found out, He still loves you. That’s grace.
Love love love this it reminds me of Elizabeth Gilbert crying in her bathroom. I had a similar experience a few years ago, screaming angrily at God in my kitchen. I was in the midst of a domestic violent relationship. And God said “ you have the power to leave” so I marched back to my bedroom. Took a nap. Then woke up and told my friend that I was leaving and we made a plan,
This is so similar to my experience brother! I just felt sad and disconnected. And I was at a Christian event I was essentially dragged to. And I really felt the presence of God. He brought so much peace and pure love. Jesus forever changed my life that day. Allow yourself to be vulnerable, love you brother. Prayers up🙏
This brought tears to my eyes, friend. That relationship brings peace beyond all understanding. I'm praying you continue to encounter Him in the most beautiful of ways. Can't wait to hear more about your growing relationship! So so so glad to hear you're doing well.
Praise God! Matt this is so awesome! I have prayed for Yes Theory members for a while now because the concept of seeking discomfort is closer to the revelation of Jesus and God than we realize.
I believe you experienced something similar to the Prophet Elijah in the Old Testament.
“And he said, “Go out and stand on the mount before the Lord.” And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore the mountains and broke in pieces the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind. And after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. And after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire the sound of a low whisper. And when Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. And behold, there came a voice to him and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?””
1 Kings 19:11-13 ESV
Jesus in fact came not to develop religion but actually to destroy it to some degree. He came to tear the veil that separated us from Him. This veil is sin but because Jesus died in our place, the veil has been ripped apart.
We were created to be with God and our selfish desires separated us much like a husband stuck in infidelity being separated from his wife.
I am so happy for you, Matt! God can handle our yelling and our frustration. he rather us yell at him than to completely ignore him.
you are loved and have intrinsic value that God has placed upon your life. You are awesome, Matt. Love you brother!
This is just the beginning.
“looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.”
Hebrews 12:2 ESV
You were the joy set before Him!
Not all us believe in Jesus or his ‘teachings’ and that’s totally fine. We should all come together and focus on what we have in common. Discovering ‘us’, ‘me’
It’s amazing how God meets us when we least expect it. “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.” Revelation 3:20
This spoke directly to my heart. I’ve been going through the darkest phase of my life, and i’ve been so closed off from God—this coming from a Christian who genuinely loves God in the deepest parts of her heart. I just haven’t been able to reckon my experience with anything good, and its been killing me. But I know there is a [good] God who loves me, still. Just as you heard Him whisper to you. And thats what keeps me holding on.
Thank you for sharing this so beautifully. Truly.
What you're describing is actually biblical. I believe its somewhere in 1 Kings 19. Love this so much, & you!! I really recommend Delafaye Testimonies on youtube -- you won't expect the kind of people who God have called, as He has with you. Gangsters, call girls, etc. who have never before felt led to go to God, until a moment like yours when they were called. The world will not be friendly because its the world who has always turned away from Him, people will try to discourage you. But you know what you heard, and I hope He will reveal more to you as He has with me!
Incredible sharing Matt. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. - Psalms 34:18" A voice from God changes life forever, I pray that you'll build this relationship more and more with Him; and that you'll fully understand His love for you, a love that is unconditional, not by our might but simply by His grace. Stay hungry, He will move in your life. So proud of you.
I've struggled my whole life to be in tune with my body - I usually feel like it's miles ahead of me in knowing things I don't, yet I haven't learned to read it yet. It's fascinating to see your process and would love to hear more about your practice of continuously learning to communicate with yourself, including the spiritual aspect!
Thanks for sharing, Matt. I have felt deeply moved by this story ever since you shared it on a podcast a couple years ago. Such a beautiful testimony. Thank you for sharing it, for writing & for being open to the transitions God has for you. It’s hard. I am so proud of you and will be praying for you 🫶🏼
Matt, that was beautiful. Your writing and your experience.
I don’t preach, but I am a believer in God and His cover over my life.
I have experienced things that only God could do. And for some reason I forget all the amazing things He has done on a daily basis. I’m human. But He still shows up and reminds me too, “I still love you.”
Please read the story of Elijah in Bible. If you haven’t read it, you will see that you and Elijah have something in common.
Thank you, Matt, for this transparent, vulnerable, wonderful sharing of your experience.
Hi Matt! God works in mysterious ways, sometimes something we might view as obstacles might be God’s way of preparing us for what he has in store for us. There was a time I was very impatient, and I couldn’t understand why the things and the projects I was working was not working out but then a few incidents occurred which forced my to change my outlook on the things I was working towards. And as I was doing so I came to realize that maybe the period of my I was in, how it came to be and that just maybe this was God way of telling me to that things he has prepared for me might require a different approach. There is a scripture in the Bible you should read 'Matthew 6, 1-14, and 25-33'.
Also, don't be so hard on yourself. Good and Godly things takes time. You are doing great. The person you are becoming might require some shredding of your old self. Changing at the core is always an uncomfortable journey but is also a journey that might require an internal change, change in our hearts or attitude . Just remember you are going to be okey. Things might not make sense now but they will, maybe not right away but in time. Hope you are well, and that you have a great week.
Not only was I so encouraged by reading this Matt, but I’ve loved looking through all the comments at all the Christian friends who are commenting on here that have been praying like me for “yes theory” friends.
Not sure what your journey is looking like, but please know that it’s the best one you can pursue. You’ll have ups and downs just like everything else in life, but like you found out, He still loves you. That’s grace.
I remember listening to the podcast where you narrated this exact experience. I had goosebumps and tears in my eyes. I think this is beautiful :)
So much love, thank you
Love love love this it reminds me of Elizabeth Gilbert crying in her bathroom. I had a similar experience a few years ago, screaming angrily at God in my kitchen. I was in the midst of a domestic violent relationship. And God said “ you have the power to leave” so I marched back to my bedroom. Took a nap. Then woke up and told my friend that I was leaving and we made a plan,
This is beautiful, brother.
This is so similar to my experience brother! I just felt sad and disconnected. And I was at a Christian event I was essentially dragged to. And I really felt the presence of God. He brought so much peace and pure love. Jesus forever changed my life that day. Allow yourself to be vulnerable, love you brother. Prayers up🙏